BT is a very specialized distribution of Linux, designed specificaly for people who work in Information Security and Computer Forensics. 99% of the applications in BT will never be used by the average PC user. So, not only is the water over you head, but you've wearing cement shoes.
Do yourself a favor. Start off with Unbuntu, another Linux distro, which is much more forgiving for a beginner to learn. Learn that, and learn it well, before you even consider coming back to BT. Learn the basics for a year or so; things like the command line, file and directory structures, and the intricacies of TCP/IP. After that, come back to BT if you want to start learning about computer security specialties.
This may help:
http://forums.remote-exploit.org/new...ad-thread.html



. I keep all my notes in a large excel file that's close to 50 pages, mostly of commands for different programs because there is so much command line syntax that I forget from time to time if I haven't used a program in awhile.
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